Time
Sunday and the forty-eighth Covid blog.
The beginning of this week I was in good spirits, due to the sun shining and the world emerging again.
Life though has a habit of blind siding us when we least suspect it, proving that time is something we always think we have, until reality shows us just how fragile it’s thread really is in our lives.
When we are young, time seems endless; we then begin to grow older, time seeps slowly into our subconscious, it allows us to see how precious a commodity it really is.
I am sure I am not alone in believing that we are all constantly waiting, waiting for things to happen in our lives. We wait for something that only time can begin to change.
In England we are currently waiting for that ‘magic date’ in June, when our corner of the world allegedly opens again. How many of us have uttered the words ‘When life allows, let’s meet up, once we can?’
Time though, has a habit of showing it is in control.
It did this for myself and for many of my friends and colleagues this week, in the most heartbreaking way.
A wonderful lady I worked with passed unexpectedly and so quickly that many of us, including myself had no idea she had even been poorly. Such is our ridiculous and constantly busy lives.
I guess this week has shown me once more that we really must take time to see those we love. Covid has impacted so heavily on our time, robbing us of so very much.
If this pandemic has taught us anything, it is to take that time. To stop procrastinating, to speak and to see far more often, those we love and care about. Life is too short, so is time.
I didn’t get the chance to say goodbye, and so many of us have been unable to do so in this current crisis. For me, this is the only way I can, knowing that she was always so kind and complementry about my poetry and often told me she enjoyed reading this blog.
So, thank you, thank you so very much, for being a part of my life.
For Georgia ⚓️ with Love.
When there isn’t time for Goodbye
There are those that seem ordinary
Until we listen
She said I was inspiring
The truth is, I pale insignificance
The first pregnant woman to sail in service
Casually mentioned in conversation once
It should have been shouted from the rooftops
I always wished I had her demeanour
Nothing seemed to faze her
We cherished our too few conversations
Always in passing
Always too busy
Our last, referring to this point
When the world begins again
We all need to get together
In the summer, we said
I’m so very glad I told her
That I thought she was extraordinary
Seemingly ordinary in her uniqueness
Sauntering along corridors
Screw lid cup in hand
Fair winds and calm seas, trail blazer
It has been an honour and a privilege
For sixteen years
To have known you
To have called you
A colleague
My friend
Make time for one another, do the things you always promise yourself you will do one day.
In the end, time is all we have, try not to waste it. I am going to do my best not to, because there really is never enough.
Stay Safe,
Joy xxx